Woke up to a nightmare,
Life — I was alive
Popping pills;
They didn’t seem to cut it
Ah, even injections or rather blades too
How does one die?
Bet it’d feel wonderful!
Better than living
What’s living when you’re just surviving
With a diet consisting of —
Cigarettes and black coffee
I am just there
Surrounded by ashes
Dreams broken with hopes none
Oh, how wonderful it’d be to sleep
And never wake up — again.